P R O M I S E

兴华一日游.

2011-04-17T02:58:00.000-07:00

高三文仁的兴华独中一日游.

在路途中.

躺在草地上谈恋爱，应该蛮不错吧.?

他们12.30就放学了.

兴华独中的图书馆.

当阅读到累了，走到窗口旁..

宽大的食堂，便宜而好吃的杂饭.

Coming home.

2011-04-06T08:33:00.000-07:00

Happy Valentine's day.

2011-02-14T05:28:00.000-08:00

没有情人节的日子也可以很开心，看你以什么心态面对..不是我眼光高，我只是有一点点身高，不是我没勇气追求真爱，只是我身边的人都没勇气，不是我要求高，只是我没的求..哈哈..情人节快乐...

-Caryn Ong Kee Lian-

又是另一个坐在电脑前听着情歌的情人节.

Painting Day.

2011-01-31T02:13:00.000-08:00

     Today, I succeed in conquering myself. :) I used to sit infront of computer, surfing nothing and just wasting my time. These is the way how I spent my whole holiday, and that's why I'm always trampling on the starting point, when everyone is trying to run as fast as they can so to beat each other in this cruel world.

     Backed from Guan Hong house after helping him painted his house with lovely pink colour. Feeling exhausted and trying to open my com, surf facebook and see what is the latest news everyone is gossiping about. The feeling of annoying come back to me again, I just feel like don't want to leave my seat although I didn't really feel to sit there anymore. I trying to change the situation and do something useful in my life in every single day. I did. :)

     Although it's just a meaningless story for everyone, but for me.. It's a big step , to be better than now. Happy Chinese New year everyone.

原地踏步..

2011-01-30T00:09:00.000-08:00

These is what I gain in KLPAC Open House. :)
I would like to thank to the co-operation of the SunShine.

Dramas and games about 'Alice and the wonderlsand'

She was performing a lot of great song which is written by her.

The violin.

They was singing about Pola bears and recycle. :）
The lady has a cute Pola bear bag.

Champion's acapella group.

28.1.11

2011-01-28T06:17:00.000-08:00

突然发觉..高三其实以前都不容易读. 今天只是28号，班上的人数从45跌到41. 新年后等他们拿了成绩后也许会跌到35. 在班上的每一天，都变得格外需要珍惜.. 这几天男生们都玩得蛮开心，每一节的换节，男生们都在后面踢毽子. 女生们都很奇怪为什么只是踢毽子都会那么开心. =)

今天吉他学会在光前堂举行了一场小庆功会，小的都拿着零食来到跟我们一起分享喜悦. 大家就像，不断的让这个学会成长，茁壮起来. 我们都努力让它变得强大，让每个人都看到它的光芒.

Ps: 婉芬离校了, 淑君代替她当经济干事. 我没有想到高三了还会遇到有人当我跑時还追着我恐吓我不要跑. =.=

生病的两天.

2011-01-26T06:05:00.000-08:00

放了自己两天假，最大的收获就是看了"3 idiots 和 The social network".

高二.

2011-01-21T04:11:00.000-08:00

原来我高二也不是没有开心的时刻的.
刚刚在车上突然间回想起以前去翰挺家，美倩和Michelle喝醉的样子.
那時美倩还死命吵着要听Colbie Calliat 的 Falling for you. 哈哈.
现在的Michelle变了很多, 也变美了. =)
唯一不变的是，她还是一直默默的为永翔付出. :)

虽然今天的我过的不是很好，但比起最近..算是蛮不错了.
或许一切真的会变得更好吧. :)

21.1.11

2011-01-20T06:22:00.000-08:00

如果我有车..我不用再要那个混蛋载.
如果我有钱..我不用再伸手跟那个混蛋拿钱.
如果我有能力..我不用住在这个家.
如果我有能力..我不会让我母亲在受伤.
如果这个世界没有王法..我第一个杀死那个混蛋.

改变

2011-01-19T05:08:00.001-08:00

这几年的我真的变了很多.

新的开始. 繁忙的一周.

2011-01-11T06:53:00.000-08:00

31/12/2010

'They' are playing “Follow me if you can"

'He' was so concentrated in playing my phone.

I like the spot light. : )

See how serious is him.? It's cute.! =D

They are couple. =)

Chiyin. :)

The naughty brothers. Yong an and Yong wei.

This is how we spent our new year's eve
.

We were running like crazy in the midnight, throwing away all those unhappiness.

Dangerous game.

It is so nice.
In the brand new year, the unhappiness is replaced by the joy.

We were exhausted after the water-playing at Sungai Tua.

I like how we looks like in this photo. =)

Finally finished posting. Wish that I can be well and don't waste all my opportunity in this year. I believe that I will be better, and strong. Emily, support me.? Haha. Good night. =)

7/1/11

2011-01-07T04:59:00.001-08:00

我拥有一个无耻的父亲.

The last day of 2010.

2010-12-30T19:16:00.000-08:00

29.12.2010
新生营表演，两次的掌声.
大家都成长了..

今天的雨.有点大.

2010-12-28T07:08:00.000-08:00

28.12.2010. 今天的日期，还有03我们就会告别2010年，如果2012世界末日真的存在的话，那就只剩下1年03天.

     好久没来这里发新帖了.换了音乐，换了背景，换了大大小小的小窗口.SPM中的我把SPM后的日子想成天堂，只要熬过眼前的地狱，就能到达天堂.这成了我读书时坚持的理由.考试时睡觉会不断发恶梦,会发到自己迟到，忘记带身份证，做错考题..大杰说他考完后的第二天发梦到闹钟在梦中催促他读经济,他呐喊'不要啊'! 解放后的感觉很好. =)

     考试中会为自己在SPM后定下很多很多的目标，把SPM当成了一个人生的转涙点，只要熬过了它，一切都会不一样.后来的我发觉，原来这‘天堂’也没什么了不起，只是一切都回到了原点..我还是不能那么的不能坚持实现我的梦想.

     今年的平安夜过得有点特别,和三个男人在民歌餐厅过了这安静的平安夜.这是我第一次和朋友过平安夜，感觉蛮好，听着圣诞歌，安安静静地过了着平安夜.圣诞节和父母一起到西餐厅用餐...

     2010过得有点快..突然发觉'2010'这个数字很美.在这年我第一次在圆形舞台表演，第一次在光前堂表演.那感觉很神奇，很美好..

     希望明天在新生营的表演能顺利. *你太猖狂，十年，鱼*

I'm Back to blog.

2010-12-23T21:21:00.000-08:00

I wish to post all my achievement at here. For the future me to review back.
I won 孔子杯二等奖, that's just like a bonus for me, I never think that I could get it..

I'm back to blog. That's all.

I'm back to blog. :)

2010-10-31T20:37:00.000-07:00

New song, new templates and also new article as well as a new brand me.
Sorry for can't update and upload my my latest photo.These few days I am busy in performance rehearsal and revise my exam. SPM is near soon.! So,guys wish me good luck and Happy birthday. =) Thanks. Will be updated soon, but I promise, I will improve my english and have a nice article next time.

Feels better.

2010-10-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

08/10/2010 Home

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I feel better after my basketball game.
It drive me think more positive,more relief. :)
没有解决不到的问题. - President of Secret's Recipe.

Miserable day.

2010-10-07T01:36:00.000-07:00

8/10/2010 Bedford Tuition Center Thursday.

I had a bad result in my English exam, which I used lots of bombastic word to works it.
I had a bad result in my Ekonomi exam, which I used to be good and proud of it.
I was voted as the most perasan, lan yeng, lan sok and zuo zuo people. The winner of these four awards.
I didn't be informed about the cancel lesson of science.
I didn't....
Feels like crying.
I wish to call my dad but I found that my phone had out of credit and just allowed me to text with few free-bies Digi-Digi.
MY MISERABLE DAY.
I need someone, to reassure me, to cheer me up.
Sorry for those who I bother and disturb.
I..just want to be nice.
I wish to be nice to everyone and be treated good by everyone.
but explicit that I can't.
I just want to be tough, stop shedding tears.
I just want to stronger my shoulder, to protect who I love, and a place to her rely on.
I wish to...

Rest in Peace.

2010-10-01T08:32:00.001-07:00

Copy from facebook.

谢一豪同学，是前吉隆坡中华独立中学的毕业生，完成中学后便赴美国深造，最终不幸地在普拉茨堡德一场车祸中丧生。

在中学时期的他可是一位“文武双全“的优秀生，他不但活跃于多项运动项目，是学校篮球队代表和田径代表，在参加的运动比赛中获奖无数；作为一位学生，谢一豪在不受投入运动的影响下，选择攻读理科，用心揣摩于他的学术强项，使他成功考获馬來西亞教育文憑考試（Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia）。他不但是一位运动健将，而且还能兼顾好课业，是学弟学妹们学习的典范。

完成中学学涯后，谢一豪继续念书，到美国普拉茨堡德深造。可是，在2010年9月28日，厄运降临。当时，谢一豪骑着脚踏车，被一辆美国典型的大型拖拉机拖车（trator-trailer）撞后逃。根据目击者，一辆标着3个颠倒三角形标致的红色大型拖车，似乎是运输原料或是运输水泥的拖车，在交界处的红灯亮示后未成功停下，更撞上那位脚踏车骑士，即谢一豪。目击者坦言，他看见拖拉机的刹车红灯亮着，可是不一会儿，大拖车司机若无其事的快速驾驶，逃离现场。

美国方面反映，谢一豪是美国新生，他是一位学术表现优异的优秀生，他善解人意的性格促使他与当地朋友建立了很好的友谊关系。而谢一号其他在马来西亚的朋友，都知道他活泼敢于表现自己，属于“鬼仔”性格的谢一号体格壮大，很容易吸引他人的目光，种种个性使他与一班朋友建立了很友好的友谊。

我仅是谢一豪的学弟，但是当我看到他的新闻后，心里难受，愤怒，悲伤，百感交集。我谨向各界媒体，董教总，吉隆坡中华独立中学校方，吉隆坡中华独立中学各届校友，谢一豪的亲戚朋友，把谢一豪遭遇的厄运警惕其他留学生，也希望通过各方管道收集资料协助调查。

谢一豪的不幸，是社会的损失及很难接受的教训。一个大好青年，前途无量，却被一个不负责任，社会可耻，无良的司机谋杀。这事件除了要灌输驾驶人士正确的遵守交通规则，也要教育及保护其他可能牵入意外的受害者，以防止更多的车祸意外的发生。

我向谢一豪的家属朋友送我深切的慰问。安息，一豪。

Regardless.

2010-09-04T06:25:00.000-07:00

I wish to have good rapport with everyone. But I realized it's so hard.
I wish to be someone, who could sing on the stage with a guitar.
I long it so much.. But I sniff it's so hard.
Regardless, I will try to do it.
Will you help me. ?

Tyler Ward.

2010-08-29T08:27:00.000-07:00

他让我发觉..
其实我真的很愚蠢.
让我醒觉，你们说的都是对的.
我真的不知道以前的我到底在自满些什么..
其实我真的什么技能都没有.
一个能让我自己认同的技能.
我只是一直不断地活在自己的世界中.
总之，终有一天我会成为像他的人.
一个能让你完全不舍得关掉而睡觉的人..
他的音乐就是拥有着这样的力量.

TYLER WARD.

快乐. 忙碌.

2010-08-29T02:37:00.000-07:00

今天的我. 很快乐.
今天的我. 很忙碌.

8.am          篮球
11.am       羽球
1 pm        乒乓
6pm           传立的欢送会.

很久没见学舍的朋友了.
不知道等下会怎样. =)
今天是我最后一天那么放纵地打球了.
接下来的几天，我都只为了spm而活.

无声的夜现在的我.. 需要人陪.

2010-08-19T07:18:00.000-07:00

我想我自己承诺.一天至少一篇帖子.
述说着我的故事, 我的感触, 我的悲伤.
至少, 让自己多那么一丁点的存在.
如果不是的话突然死了，也没人会为我惋惜..

这几天我都过着我定下的时间表.
上课. 补习. 打球. 晚餐. 温习+练歌.
过着我想要的生活, =)
我便利贴写上"保持乐观",可是显然的，作用并不大..
>.<
我真的一无所有. 我真的很弱.
弱得根本不会有人在乎.
之前所说的狂语都慢慢被推翻了..
好吧..最后一次有自信地说.
‘等我吧！我会变强的.' -郑有成

一礼追到了新的女朋友.
其实蛮羡慕他..追到他喜欢的，漂亮的女生.
恭喜你.
你超越了我很多.很多..
我离你的遥远, 永远都追不上.

还有，郁萍. 谢谢你每天毫无怨言地借我你的手机，
让我每天都能听王力宏的音乐. =)

打开窗户让孤单透气
这一间屋子如此密闭
欢呼声仍飘在空气里
像空无一人一样华丽

我渐渐失去知觉
就当做是种自我逃避
你飞到天的边缘
我也不猜落在何地

一个我需要梦想需要方向需要眼泪
更需要一个人来点亮天的黑
我已经无能为力无法抗拒无路可退
这无声的夜现在的我需要人陪

闭上眼睛就看不清
这双人床欠缺的温馨
谁能陪我直到天明
穿透这片迷濛寂静

我渐渐失去知觉
就当做是种自我逃避
你飞到天的边缘
我已不猜落在何地

一个我需要梦想需要方向需要眼泪
更需要一个人来点亮天的黑
我已经无能为力无法抗拒无路可退
这无声的夜现在的我需要人陪

需要人陪.

2010-08-17T01:51:00.000-07:00

一个我

需要梦想

需要方向

需要眼泪

更需要一个人来点亮天的黑

我已经

无能为力

无法抗拒

无路可退

这无声的夜现在的我

需要人陪

多的是..你不知道的事.

2010-08-14T07:43:00.000-07:00

星期六..
14/8/10 的星期六.. 我觉得很累..
身体一直很想躺下.. 不理别人的眼光.
只想躺下..
我发觉我在班上的人缘不好..
甚至..做每一件之前.. 背后总是会出现一些声音..
或许她很讨厌我.. 我并没有资格说她..
因为..我相信, 我讨厌她的程度...
她远远不如. 恨人很辛苦..

Ps: 今天跟启将和Ah meng 看了 'The expendables'
冷气很冷.这时的我,多么的希望有女朋友在身边.
我们三个男人就互相研究取暖的方法.. 因为戏院很空，造就了不停换位的我们.
=）
虽然很好看，但18以下的可不能看哦.

取消资格.

2010-08-13T07:26:00.000-07:00

每一个人都总会遇见机会..
但，因为没有为它而准备..
而让它流失了..
这样的人，没有遗憾的权利.
他..已被取消资格.

以前的我..
很天真..
很可爱. =)

Story with photo. =)

2010-08-08T08:07:00.000-07:00

我只是一个故弄感伤的人..

2010-07-12T08:32:00.000-07:00

我没想过..
这会让你感到压力..
我是一个容易伤心的人..伤心的次数宛如神经病般.
伤心了,总是希望有人能在身边陪伴.
我总会找你. 因为你曾经把我从伤心中带出来..
伤心的次数越多..找你的次数越多..
对不起, 我没想过这会让你觉得压力.让你逃避.
我不会让你开心, 找你聊天总是没有话题..
只会说些听不明白的东西..
见到你时..还要怪你不向我打招呼.
原来那时. 你已经在逃避着我..
有时,我还怪你们不回复..
所有在我身边陪伴过我的人..都应该埋怨过吧.?
听起来一定很好笑..想要别人陪伴..
却还要怪别人不回复..
我怎么会那么不要脸..
对不起..

认识到你，已经是很幸运了.
我很开心你喜欢过我. 幸亏我们没有在一起..
若在一起了. 只会让你受伤..
你一定很后悔当时的你喜欢上我..
我只是一个. 依赖的人.
谢谢你的一切.. yq.

或许我应该学会独立..不再依靠任何人.
或许..
或许..

我真的..很想在伤心时..
能唱首让自己感动的歌..
真的很想..很想.

为了她.. 为了他.. 为了它

2010-07-05T04:32:00.000-07:00

生命之旅. 这是这次生活营的主题.
在这生活营，他们向我们分享了许多关于人生的一些规划，一些或许我们都一直都听见，可是却不知道它的可怕..

堕胎.
这个词在每个人的耳旁都徘徊过吧.?
社会风气的西进，现代社会男女的性观念开放..
在没有做好预防措失的当下，不小心一怀孕，男的不想要这个小孩，女的又没有能力可以扶养，更深怕这种行为被家人知道..
大部份的人借由科技医学的进步，到医院诊所透过机器甚至服用堕胎药，三两下就把一个宝贵的生命给处决掉了..

戏里时常说，小孩是无辜的..不要牺牲他的生命.
可是我们却只是把它当成台词..一句毫无感情的台词.
你们知道堕胎的过程吗.?
堕胎是在小孩还未成形，而把它从妈妈的肚子里取出..
而取出的工具，就是用钳子..
医生会用钳子夹着小孩的身体，大力地拔..
这过程并不是每次都那么的顺利..若卡着了. 你们猜下医生会用什么方法把小孩取出..
那答案. 是你们永远无法猜到的答案..
因为，我相信在看着的你们，没有人能有那个能力，能那么忍心..
答案是...用剪刀，把小孩的四肢剪断..就那么剪断...
过后才用钳子把它夹出..
过后，就到他的脊椎..
最后的部分...头.
用钳子把它夹碎，再一片一片地取出..
就那么的干脆..那么地利落...
这是谋杀..
这简直就是谋杀！
根据网上的数据..
这世界上, 差不多每小时就有一位女生因堕胎而去世...

23％的堕胎者经常会感受到与堕胎有关的幻觉。
35％的堕胎者经常会感受到那被堕胎的孩子来到访。
54％的堕胎者经常会做有与堕胎有关的恶梦。
69％的堕胎者会感到一种可怕的“疯狂”感受。
73％的堕胎者经常会回想堕胎那一刻的经历。
81％的堕胎者常想念被堕胎的孩子。
61％的堕胎者开始或增加酗酒。
65％的堕胎者常常有自杀的念头。
77％的堕胎者觉得自己变得不能和他人沟通。
69％的堕胎者明显失去性欲。
81％的堕胎者时常哭泣。

妈的..自己的就是生命，他们就不是生命吗.?
因为自己的疏忽，因为自己的一点点欲望..为了自己的不负责任...而让自己的胎儿承受这一切一切的痛苦吗. ?!
男生..
请你们在做前想清楚...
若你爱你们的另一半，那就别让她们下半辈子都承受着人间地狱般的生活.
我敢保证.没有母亲在堕胎后，心里会好过..
没有母亲，会那么狠心..
堕胎后随时都会不孕..当你真正想生时..
请别对着医生哭...!

请大家...在做前,想想..
为了他..为了她.

●妈妈，求你不要打掉我！（转贴） 妈妈, 我知道你很难。
我知道你本来没打算要我。
但是，亲爱的妈妈：请别这样做！
或许，你还未到成年，
或许，你经济很困难；
或许，我爸爸不是好人，
或许，我可能不大健康，
但是，你总不应伤害
我弱小无助的生命啊！
我不介意一生粗茶淡饭，
我不介意别人对我耻笑。
我不介意你将我送人养，
我不介意在孤儿院长大。
我怕冰冷的手术钳来将我绞碎，
我怕生拉硬扯被拖离你的身体。
我怕你的血和我的血一齐涌流，
我怕还未能哭一声就失去生命。

未见妈妈便离去最痛苦，
妈妈长愧对孩儿最痛苦。
被最爱的人伤害最痛苦，
伤害自己的骨肉最痛苦。
妈妈，我知道你很难。
我知道你本来没打算要我。
但是，亲爱的妈妈，
虎毒不食子啊，
请不要这样做！

运动会·.2 .完美的句点.

2010-07-02T23:18:00.000-07:00

今天的运动会跟昨天不同..
至少，就算一个人坐在楼梯上都不会闷.
或许是因为最后一天，跑道上所呈现的都是重点节目.
就像今天的高潮，*跳高*.
大家都在为秉恩欢呼..为他紧张.
虽然已经是第一了,但是否能跳过..继续下一关..
每个人都在这为它欢呼着, 跳高就是有这样的魔力.
仿佛过关般，大家都在注视着他们的英雄.
英雄..
4x400.
我喜欢看凯琪杨创造奇迹..
若输着，她会奇迹般的追上..拿下冠军.
若赢着，她会把距离拉大，让别人不能追上.
凯琪.

要收拾了..
等下还有一个营.
在这里停吧.

运动会.

2010-07-01T06:24:00.000-07:00

从不喜欢寂寞，可是却偏偏孤独一个..
一个人徘徊的10小时，我不喜欢.
运动会.
在这运动会，每个人都尽了全力，发挥自己个光芒，与这个运动会的缘分.
让别人知道，他们有多努力.他们的准备.
或许我与运动会没缘吧.=)
在大杰家..
累了，明天还有1.5km.
有在看的朋友.
晚安.
=)

Sicked..Again.

2010-06-24T08:27:00.000-07:00

Have a sleepless night yesterday..
Sicked. Fever.
Feel tired after 5 type of medicine.

DRAMA CAMP (dragged)

2010-06-21T08:22:00.000-07:00

       ~~Last,last Thursday~~

      This post, I dragged a month. Perhaps because they have too many stories have been in fear don‘t know how to get started. I key in what I feel into the translator, make it a perfect post.

        This holiday I went to a very full life camp, drama camp. First contact with the stage drama, as to the idol drama is different. Understanding and trust, physical training, voice training and performing experience . All in all, Amelia teach us, including all of the feelings, all shed tears, all the memories that I still can not forget.

        Perhaps because of time off for a very long time, so all the memories though still there, but the share of sad to running out.

       Saying last Friday, we went to New Era watch Shu yi and Ziting performances. Another memory for me. =)

这些日子.. 这些时刻..

2010-06-08T08:09:00.000-07:00

4天前

星期五 晴天

教师节..
其实严格来说, 我没过过一个让我难忘的教师节.
一直都只是敷衍地带过.
今年的教师节,至少隔了四天后的今天.
我还记得当天的教师节. 一个至少不会让我急着遗忘的教师节.
我报名了躲避球，找了老师..期待地下场玩.
我赢了. =)
可是却差点换来大过.
因为玩得太投入..老师跌到了我竟然拿着球大力地丢了过去.
集中了他的脚，大力地..
场外的观众也大力地起哄着.."记大过，记大过“ 哈哈.~
这一天..我又一个人看戏.
单身的生活.. 单身的习惯.

星期六 晴天 / 微雨天

8点..
由于离9.00am还有一个小时..
所以只好在巴士来之前，在学校找个角落坐下..
幸亏有带到小说. 让我在绵雨之下看着小说..
我和家琪她们坐着巴士到体育馆看拉拉队比赛..
会去看的原因也是因为答应了晓菱要支持她..
xxx. 我没想过. 这一个决定竟然让我在体育馆里足足呆了7个小时..
7个小时..让我脚麻痹的7个小时...
虽然没赢了比赛, 但第一次的出外参赛已有实力晋身决赛..
这一让大家都惊叹不已了.

当天的晚上.
我跟着倍德到了咏庆家..
学警的聚会..
我这个一早已退出学警的人.. 依然厚着脸皮赴约.
其实也不能说是赴约..因为是没有人邀请我的.
我只想. 在拥有与他们共处的时光.
就这样而已..
那天晚上，我真得很开心..
谢谢你们...
也要谢谢添佑让我在他家过夜.
=)

我暂时先写着两天的日记..
后来的我明天再写.
累了..
为何..我还会为她伤心. ?

今天. 04/06/10

2010-06-03T08:57:00.000-07:00

晴天

好久没到巴刹.. 由于讨厌那肉燥味, 讨厌那鱼腥味.. 让我不再喜欢.
这几天..妈妈的身体在康复着, 准备着电疗..
爸爸在这妈妈. 在我放学后，一起到巴刹买菜..买妈妈想吃的.
就这样..
或许这病带来的不只悲伤. 而存在着另一种意义.
今天的我很累..
打完篮球后, 坐在球场上看着学警操步. 我以前的队友, 他们的坚持..不知为何, 这画面让我很入神..很怀念. 就单纯的..怀念而已.

不知不觉的..庆祝了明天的教师节后. 就是假期了.
时间真的过得很快..一切都在瞬间的带过. 让人很想把它留下.
假期的行程排得满满. 明豪问我，你不会累吗.? 其实，寂寞让我更累.
在这祝大家假期快乐. =）

之前真的想过用英文写帖..
但..还是等英文好点再说吧.

Happy birthday.

2010-06-02T08:22:00.003-07:00

Happy birthday..
for you.
Sweet sixteen.
Wish you dreams come true. and get him.
The 1 you love.

说得太多..做得太多..
只会变得不被珍惜.

**

2010-05-29T20:15:00.000-07:00

习惯了别人付出的人,不值得你对她好.

Her birthday.

2010-05-29T10:10:00.000-07:00

Sometimes when we touch. - Olivia ong.

Just back from her birthday party.
She was sicked..
Coughing and blaming to me.
but, she enjoyed in the party.
=)

Sorry for preventing you from alcohol.
Sorry for keeping myself in alone.

A lots of things happened today..
which taught me girls are not so that much I thought.
Just..
explain next time.

In a sudden, feel lonely..
and fatigue. In my heart.

Everything will be okay. =)

2010-05-11T09:12:00.000-07:00

Pre-cancer.
She will be okay.

Please don't say goodbye.

2010-05-07T04:33:00.000-07:00

My mum crying in car when heading back home.
She asked me to work harder..be someone who use.
She said she will leave us once day.
Just waiting the result and judged the day..
She said she didn't afraid to death.
just worrying about me and my sis.

Few days before..
I booked kl tower Seri Angkasa buffet.
I walk in the rain for twice. to buy flower for that day..
I finally know that..
Why every time when I buy flower..It was raining..
I'm preparing for all the day.
but which present the god gave her..
Was cancer.
What the fuck.
She still waiting report at Subang Jaya..
at the same moment I'm laughing with my friend..
So.. still have anything we can do.?
Don't know how many days left..
Don't know how many moment left..
This is the present she receive..
for her mother's day..

I trying to remind back all the memory..
Just trying to..
How I should appreciate it..
No people know about how many days left.
or maybe will be recover. ?
Yah maybe.
Maybe..

I hate it.

2010-05-03T07:32:00.001-07:00

I missed a Chance.

Rainbow will be appear after the rain.

2010-05-01T20:42:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Labour Day. Everyone had their fun, and their rest. Erm..Some of my friend were being pig and sleep in the room for the whole day. (=.=) I think their back must be pain.. Some of my friend were hanging out with their intimate friend. And Xiao ling have her cheerleader match in Taylor's Lakeside college. Hey, congratz you head into final.! =) Erm..I planed to watch movie with friend in Kepong Jusco, but at last my friend put aeroplane.. (=.=)
Rain heavily yesterday..I fall asleep. Feel relief after the wake. Rain stopped. Mean that the my area BBQ night will be held as planning. Since the few new resident are moved in to this area. They joined to the committee and held a lot of activity. Thanks. =)
By the way.. I need to say that. Justin bieber really the idol of little girl.. They bring his album and curi-curi change the CD.. feel excited and dance infront of the speaker..
Haha. Happy Labour DAY. =)

超人.好累.

2010-04-26T07:19:00.000-07:00

超人不会飞.
或许这首歌并不会特别好听..
没有会一直在脑中徘徊的旋律.
没有一听就会跟着哼的歌词.
但其实这首歌吸引了我.
也给了我一点的感触.
我喜欢的..
是他那述说故事的方法.
告诉着别人.
他的故事. 他的不畏惧. 他的自信.
他不会在乎这一切的别人看见后.
对他的批评.
别人的反击.
告诉我..
根本没有必要理会别人的看法.
=)

歌词.
妈妈说很多事别太计较
只是使命感找到了我我睡不着
如果说骂人要有点技巧
我会加点旋律你会觉得超屌
我的枪不会装弹药
所以放心不会有人倒
我拍青锋侠不需要替身因为自信是我绘画的颜料

我做很多事背后的意义并非你们想象
拍个电视剧为了友情与兄弟间的梦想
收视率再高也难抗衡我的伟大理想
因为我的人生无须再多一笔那奖项
我不知道何时变成了社会的那榜样
被狗仔拍对他比中指要道歉我要怎样

我唱的歌词要有点文化
因为随时会被当教材
CNN能不能等英文好一点再访
时代杂志封面能不能重拍
随时随地注意形象
要控制饮食不然就跟杜莎夫人蜡像的我不像
好莱钨的中国戏院地上有很多手印脚印
何时才能看见我的奖

如果超人会飞那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界会让我觉得好一些
拯救地球好累虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我哭过了没因为超人不能流眼泪

唱歌要拿最佳男歌手
拍电影也不能只拿个最佳新人
你不参加颁奖典礼就是没礼貌
你去参加就是代表你很在乎
得奖时你感动落泪
人家就会觉得你夸张做作
你没表情别人就会说太嚣张
如果你天生这表情
那些人甚至会怪你妈妈
结果最后是别人在得奖
你也要给予充分的掌声与微笑
开的车不能太好
住的楼不能太高
我到底是一个创作歌手还是好人好事代表
专辑一出就必须是冠军
拍了电影就必须要大卖
只能说当超人真的好难

如果超人会飞那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界会让我觉得好一些
拯救地球好累虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我哭过了没因为超人不能流眼泪

2010-04-24T07:36:00.000-07:00

今天发生了很多事情.
例如..
早放学的中华.
不会驾车的taxi.
听电话在斜坡死火的taxi.
RM100的午餐.
很有意义的英文课.
被曼妮骂名字很娘.
晚餐遇到很久没说话的朋友.
朋友的歌唱..

或许别人会把这些经历说成很吸引的故事..
但我发觉. 我已没有那种能力了.
发觉.. 我好像已没有什么优点能让自己的骄傲.
以前的优点都被别人追上..变得普遍.
我没事. =)
就只是..告诉自己必须努力些吧.
自己找出生命的意义.

还有曼妮.
或许我的名字很娘.
是.我的名字就是娘.
可是我答应你.
我会继续用. 一直用.
那你就继续骂吧. =)

Ah mok.
谢谢你叫我听你唱歌.
希望..我会学到你的一些.
性格. ?

I will continue later.
Thanks guys.
And Happy birthday worm.
You gave me a lot in life.
Inn seong say that you are his 贵人.
I think you are in my life also.

Congratz.

2010-04-19T07:36:00.000-07:00

Ended my boring school day with socierty.
I saw her.
Having her blissful with him.
=)
She told me that she is blissful.
and now.
She proved that to me.

=)

2010-04-18T07:56:00.000-07:00

刚看完巾帼o雄.Rosy business.
用了7小时看完10集.
或许想说的是..极力推荐你们去看. =)
柴九和宝琦. 不是爱情的知己.
不懂为什么..看完后觉得有些很奇怪的心情.
奇怪的心情.
Maybe I should put this post to twitter.
But I don't have twitter. =(
Night guys.

by the way.
I hate those who never say bye when they are going to off.
and those who won't reply and say a bye when they are not going to reply.

Cause I will wait for them.
to give the reply..

Blissful.

2010-04-10T08:19:00.001-07:00

everyone are coupling.
So do her.

Stay away.

2010-04-06T07:48:00.000-07:00

New life.
Without other opinions.
Or just live in how people think about.
No need to beware of me anymore.
Just want to tell those guys who ask my friend to beware of me.
Don't judge someone before you know him.
No matter you belive or not.
just..
stay away.

=]

最让人后悔的事..往往都是那些没有珍惜过的事.

2010-04-04T04:20:00.000-07:00

4/4/10
4.00PM

http://ilovelife.com.tw/
支持.
珍惜生命. 永不放弃.

看了嘉嘉的blog.
这种感觉突然在我心中萌发而生。（lol. 抄她的)

每个人都好像长大了
想的东西再也不是小学生的思想
大家开始谈起未来的问题
在哪里读书，读些什么，长大后要做什么工作.
也每天听别人说spm多重要. 那些文凭很重要，要去考.
也听别人不断地找管道申请奖学金.
未来.
最近大家都在感叹过去.

小学呢.
我还记得以前一直跟朋友约定.
以后到了21岁..一定要没有父母陪伴地出来玩.
也不懂为什么以前会说21岁. ==
可是到了现在.
不再觉得那是件特别而珍贵的事了.
然后以前最在乎的是.
与朋友的感情..
一直不断地问别人.若有个朋友排行榜.
我会第几名. 为什么我不能第一名..
幼稚但不会因而忧郁的想法.

很多东西都等着面对.

中学呢.
上了初中.
看见了几位很美的女生.
因为很想认识她们.
所以就跟自己承诺.一定到到达她们的等级.
认识她们. 追到她们.
所以想自己变得受欢迎. 而到处认识人.
而也由此被人当成是花心而被远远地逃离.
现在那承诺有没有被实现其实也不是很清楚.
只是. 傻瓜. =)

好吧.
现在.高中.
一切都变了..
以前总是被朋友找去然后一起商讨如何追到自己喜欢的女生.
而现在的他们都找到自己要的人.
而我呢.
则是下课被幸福的人围绕着.
假装是很特别地一个人做自己的东西.
=)
改变.
身边的朋友不断地离合.
这时在我脑中闪过的是.
黑白的画面. 旁人都仿佛在走动而忙.
我只是坐在中间,看着报纸.不知道旁边发生的事情.
是不想知道..

明年就是18岁了.
现在他们都想小学般.
希望过了18岁能进出自如pub.
不再顾虑看18+的戏会不会被抓到..
也根本不会有人在乎你快不快乐.
给你一个安慰.
或许连问候. 都不再有了.

最近被爸爸载时.
会突然看着他.
知道终有一天会离去.
以后不必再埋怨爸爸的迟到.
只是. 他不再会迟到.
埋怨妈妈啰嗦的提醒.
明明说过却不断地重复.
不断的重复.
最让人后悔的事..往往都是那些没有珍惜过的事.

没有能力去做自己想做的.
最让人自责.

4/4
4:19PM

2010-04-03T08:34:00.000-07:00

该说什么好呢..
最近也没有发生什么特别的.
让我留下影响的事情..
erm..
Poco 暂停营业.
http://pocohomemade.blogspot.com/
幸福的小两口

九把刀和弯弯谈恋爱.
幸福的小两口.

班上有几位开始谈恋爱了.
幸福的接受.

=)
第一次到小虫的英文课.
他比以前更会吹了. ==
自信吧. ?
＝)

这几天一直未经别人同意.
就把别人在blog卖的东西.
无缘无故地帮她们卖.
不懂这样做对不对..
也不懂自己有什么目的.
当她们问到的话..我就说要为以后的梦想做功课吧.
假的..

在这班的压力很大.
但无论怎样都好..
我不会让自己遗憾.
就证明给别人看吧. =)
晚安.~

一个人.

2010-03-24T01:18:00.000-07:00

想找个人..
告诉我的不开心.
听到安慰和鼓励.
但所发送的信息.
却都不再被人回信.
渴望的等待反而比一个人跟难受..

Same as usual.

2010-03-23T05:26:00.000-07:00

今天就和平常一样..去到学校就觉得很大压力.结果只是一直在睡觉而已..时间真的过得很辛苦.
从报纸看到说每日一小改变能改变一天的心情.就像面带笑容的唱歌能让自己心情愉快些.
小改变.?

Exam.

2010-03-21T01:12:00.000-07:00

Next week is exam week. Everyone are start to study and prepare for it. So do I.机会是留给有准备的人. ? =)
A lot of people and car was surrounding my house. A big lorry crash and drop into a big longkang..My dad say those people only want to get the lorry number and buy lotery. ==
Good luck to the accident's driver. and everyone.
刚刚听新闻说到.
台湾有一位DJ/作家来马说一个关于流浪的讲座..
突然..想找几个人一起承诺以后一段长期的背包旅行.
希望吧. =)

Go away.

2010-03-18T05:34:00.000-07:00

Got a unknown stranger added me.
And ask me want to watch her on cam or not. =.=

Special day.

2010-03-17T07:07:00.000-07:00

I had a special day.
yesterday.
My sister birthday.
and. I went a restaurant full of waitress with maid dress.
And I went a restaurant which suddenly jump electric.
=)
I watch Alice in Wonderland today.
Not bad.

Title.

2010-03-15T23:01:00.000-07:00

星期二 16/3/10 2:02PM

天气晴朗. 应该说稍微有点晒吧. ?
我家的三只狗..望着远方. 等待着时间的流逝. 等待着我们放它.
刚刚view了几个blog.
原来自以为很感性的我.
真的只有自以为. 而微不足道的感性而已..
以为很成熟.
但却幼稚得想个小孩..
=)
其实有时很想知道.
自己的意义.
'郑有成'的意义.
虽然不再问人对'郑有成'的看法.
但那问题至终还是得不到解答..

我要努力攀爬高峰..
但只是'要'..而已.

‘我看着自己宝贵的时间不断地走我气自己不善于时间管理努力的攀爬高峰
却是个弱不经风的人我不能受到挫折即使那是没有比我经历来得过深的坎坷道路
多少天了我只要纯纯的美好的你能给吗’

在嘉雯的部落格看到.
=)

Education fair.

2010-03-13T07:00:00.000-08:00

今天..
我发觉了很多.
原来.我忽略了很多东西.
有个女生..她不喜欢我.就算看见她.
也只能经过而望着她的背影.

今天我遇见我喜欢的人. =)
因为我跟朋友去了一个没有什么人会去的水族馆.
因为我不想进而选了一间餐馆坐下..
因为选了那间餐馆..
因为选了那位子.
因为当时我看着那出口..
看见她..
跟一个男生从水族馆走出.
只是..不懂. =)
很累.
或许不代表什么.

弱..
对. 是弱.

想起.

2010-03-12T05:52:00.000-08:00

突然想起以前..
好像和她,瑞燕..
一起去过Times Square Cosmo world.
很多年前的事.
也不肯定是否真的存在过..
因为印象中. 倩文好像也有去.
所以就像小孩子般.. 打去倩文家想问她.
没想到的接电话的是华倩. =)
她从印度回来了..
像一个成功的榜样,读着医科的她.
以前还不断的到她家看电影和吃杯面.
她就像大姐姐般. =)
她问我怎么了,因为有时常留意我的部落格.
其实也没什么吧..
只是开心的都没写上来吧...

她回复我的信息了. =)
其实幼稚而自以为很浪漫的我.
她不爱我.

2010-03-06T05:06:00.000-08:00

被讨厌了..
就不会再有机会让她对你改观.

I want to find back the smile on your face.
That come to me..
Never..anymore.
Everything won't return to the first moment..
I don't have.
I don't have the ability to short the distance.
I can't..

我只是一个肤浅的人. =)

I am.

2010-03-05T05:45:00.000-08:00

我是郑有成.

I can't.

2010-02-26T08:07:00.000-08:00

Let's start my story.
Quite surprise to see that almost all my classmate in 2009 4aXin were attending our Gathering.
They look awesome.
So do my form teacher. Li qing. =)
She just like a children.
Wearing a green shirt and long trousers..
Runing all the way with us. Crazy and take photo with us..
Hey..
I got to tell you.
I really happy that I met you in my school life.
Maybe I should say you give me something just like..hope. ?
Thanks teacher..

After that we have our kite at Desa Park City.
Just beside the lake.
Have our view but we can't fly the kite up as other people did.
but we have our memory and laugh that other people didn't have it.
Thanks guys.
but at last god reply our wish with a rain..
Maybe he ask us to give up.
We back to yu han home.
By the way. I should say that I hate LEE WEN QI.
I asked her to keep my phone but she left it on the ground.
Then the heavy rain just trying to feed it with water.
but my phone treat me as well as he could.
he try to be like normal and duty for me.
Thanks samsung.

Tonight..
I had my party at sze hwei house.
and I am using han ting computer and stay a night in his house.
Seriously. I really appreciate the moment when we chatting and bbq-ing.
for those I just not really like.
But they gave me a lot of what I can't be expect..
Sorry for what I thinking to you guys.

She dislike me for 4 years.
don't know why..
I can't even say a bye to her when I watching her go into the gate.
I tried to get your attention.
but I can't.
just as a friend.
like before.
li j.

I wanted you.

2010-02-25T07:52:00.000-08:00

Erm..
要说些什么呢..
今天的心情. ? 或许没有特别的开心..也没有悲伤.
更别说找到彩虹了.
看了两套新加坡戏. '881' 和 '幸福万岁’
两套戏都有着它的意义..它的感触..
尤其是'881'.
它让我发现..原来有些福建歌也蛮好听的.
=)

最近的自己..不再想在下课时留在班上...
只要一到下课. 我的班就会被幸福笼罩着..

钟声响了..
女生便小心翼翼地从纸袋里.
拿出准备好了的便当.
旁边放着两双餐具..
她偷笑了.
因为期待着他的到来...他的表情. 他的外衣.
羡慕吧.?
或许...

明天12.00高一文信Gathering.
晚上思惠派对.
一切会变得更好.. =)

没有目标的日子.
我爱上李心洁. 梁咏琪. 蔡淳佳了.
=)

Happy CNY. =)

2010-02-21T00:43:00.000-08:00

Well. Today is the last day of Chinese New Year. Trying to think back how I past my 2010 Chinese New Year. The first day of CNY my sister back and celebrate with us. The night of the day we Went Genting for a night view. =) Have my hot coffee in a cold weather.
The 3rd day of Chinese New Year I had my first Neway experience with my parent. Sing old song with them. == Then we went FGS temple.

skip

Then I start my busy journey.
Bunny invite me to his party and met some new friend there.
Vivian,Cheryl,Jia Hui,Crystal Yeoh,Kimberly,Ming bun,You Jie,Hao Yuan,varely and Ting Fung~

Have a lot of fun with them =)

After a night in Bunny house,I went to 1U to meet Chai Huan.

After that,I rush to Times Square to meet my 4axin Classmate. =)

Have my 4aXin gathering at Yong xiang house.
A steamboat party.
Thanks guys. =)

After a Night at his house.We went to a restorant nearby to have our breakfast.
Then we called michelle to join us in Wangsa Walk.
Have our boling game there.~

skip

The last busy day.
Have my 6H gathering in Villa angsana. =)
At Night I have my last party at hee kern house.
Thanks you guys for giving me all the moment. =)

.有成.

情人节.

2010-02-13T18:48:00.000-08:00

情人节了..
我还是一个人地度过.
看见别人甜蜜的心酸..还是没有改变过.
可是在上一年. 或许拥有了很多东西.
拥有了初恋.
虽然只是23天..
但至少拥有过吧.
我喜欢上了一个人.
但刚被她拒绝了.
我还想成为她的天使..
成为一个可以让她寄托的人. v

新年快乐.. 情人节快乐..

New Year.

2010-02-13T09:02:00.000-08:00

新的一年.
今天我拥有了真正的团圆饭..
七年了.
姐姐今天在我家过夜..

明天就是年初一..
仿佛在告诉着我们.
事件正在不断地流逝.
回想起去年的新年..
一年了..
一年...就这么过去了.

她告诉我..
我不会让她爱上我的..
希望你..别逃避我.
Now I realized.
For All the girl I care..
I am just someone who keep playing people feeling.

我没有你们想像中的那么坚强.

2010-02-12T19:52:00.000-08:00

删除了昨天那篇..
或许在不同的心情.
有着不同的体会..
昨天当我听到时...
或许真的很伤心吧.
但现在想起.
我只是一个在等待别人怜惜的人.

不是答应过会证明给她看吗. ?
我真的很恨你..
不管那后果是如何.
你会厌倦我.
但我真的控制不到..
我恨你..
我恨以前自以为是一切的我..
只是一部分.

一切都过去了.
也放下了.
别再形成别人的负担..
就算真的多么的痛.
也别让别人看见.. 别让别人听见..

过年了.
新年快乐..

原来被在乎的..拥有的不只是我. 天真.

2010-02-08T05:51:00.000-08:00

因为我太傻.

内部观摩结束了. 对我们而言..或许只是一个轻松的表演. 一个不同的体验. 不用害怕别人的眼光..
我们有着不同的感觉.我给你们打95分. =)
之前一直告诉自己已经很久没更新了. 想把新春的事情都搬上来,但或许还存在那回忆..不过那种喜悦和感觉已渐渐淡下.
生活过得很充实..但发觉. 充实但没有结果. 有着过程的享受.. 但没有了结果的喜悦.或许开始慢慢怀念以前的感觉.

被在乎的感觉.

新的星期..好好地睡好一觉. 把每一天.. 都过好.
祝福自己..希望.

我会让你爱上我. v.

Hate. At least have relation.

2010-01-25T04:17:00.000-08:00

今天是吉他学会的迎新会.
感觉呢..
或许是开心吧.
开始明白..
一切东西都不一定要有规律和次序的维持.
或许顺其自然会有.
不同的体会..不同的感觉.
喜欢在那喧哗. 带动的自己..
=)
妈妈买了半只鸭..
然后一个小时后爸爸到同一家买另半只鸭.
回到家后.那只鸭团圆了.
缘分吧. ?
那只鸭.

神奇. =.= 45度.

昨天陪姐姐和妈妈去Mid valley 的 education fair.
觉得去对了.
或许姐姐没有问到什么东西.
但我却知道了很多.
她想问的是Financed and banking 的 Master.
可是却很少学院拥有这科..
我想问的是Business. 反正有兴趣的也是这一类的吧.
懂了一些学校的入学资格.
有看我blog的你们我可以告诉你们一些资讯.
UEC 是可以skip foundation 的. 可是是以UEC来做资格.
而且UEC也不容易考.
Taylor若文科的科目,英文一定要达到A2.
而且全部加起来也一定要24ps. 大概每科B2吧. ? 不懂有没有记错.
UCSI比较容易. 只要5credit 就可以了.
总之.. 英文真的很重要.
或许会去拿些课程吧.
我有选择2+1.
在那遇见了很多中华的学生.
或许大家都趁早让自己明白自己的路吧. ?

在金河买了几件衣服和裤子.
买了RM320++ =.=
爸爸送的新年礼物.

我的divan床.

好好地过完每一天..
让自己幸福..得到自己想要的每一天.
寻找能让自己开心,骄傲的每一天.
=)

没有了爱情..
那还是我的生活吗. ?

21/2/10

2010-01-21T01:17:00.000-08:00

冲动. 或许就是爱情. 瞬间的爱情.. 一个动摇. 或许以前的你只是一个动摇. 一时的感觉. 没有为那感觉套上任何的期限. 你的顺其自然. 回忆

Be late.

2010-01-19T06:17:00.000-08:00

Had a short hang out with my new classmate. Went 1U with shi wei, yi yan, tze swei, and wen fang. But I back early because of sick.

1U decorate for CNY(haven't finish)

Really having a heavy fever. =.=
Sleep for 18 hours tht day.
Now recover a lot. =)
I need to eat these medicine x3 for a day..!

Had a sucks day today.
Just sitting at class and stay alone because of sick.
can't concentrate in class and just blinking my eyes.
I wish tomorrow will be better. And recover as soon as I can.

Find the rainbow by self everyday.

Sorry Jiunn. >.<

2010-01-12T05:41:00.000-08:00

这个拖了很久. >.<
对不起素均..

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TAGGED BY Jiunn

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage : cookies =]
2. Last phone call : My dad
3. Last text message : Vic
4. Last song you listened to : Two is better than 1
5. Last time you cried : The last day I forget her.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice : friend got arhx..
7. Been cheated : yeppz.. unlucknya~ =[
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : NO.. I'm still having my first kiss which belongs to me ^^ myself. =D
9. Lost someone special : I am.
10. Been depressed : When she leave me.
11. Been drunk and threw up : No. Never.~
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. black
l3. purple
14. white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend : I wish to make friend with everyone
16. Fallen out of love : God.. done it.
17. Laughed until you cried : Nope.~
18. Met someone who changed you : yeeps.
19. Found out who your true friends were : Yah. (vic)
20. Found out someone was talking about you : got it.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : Nope.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : Lots.
23. How many kids do you want? : Depends on my wife^^
24. Do you have any pets : I have 10 pets include FISH,DOG
25. Do you want to change your name : No, I like it most =]
26. What did you do for your last birthday : celebrate it alone.
27. What time did you wake up today : 0615
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : Sleeping.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : My ♥
30. Last time you saw your Mother : Bubbling me.
31.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : I wish to be shiny.
32. What are you listening to right now : Ne yo-Miss independent
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : NO..
34. What's getting on your nerves right now :Can I stop it. =.= ?
35. Most visited web page : queens, blogspot, facebook
36. Whats your real name : Ching Yew Seng
37. Nicknames: Leo,Jackai
39. Zodiac sign : Scorpio
40. Male or female : Male
41. Elementary? : what means. =.= ?
42. Middle School ? : Lai chee
43. High school / college ? : Chong Hwa Independent High School
44. Hair colour : deep dark.
45. Long or short : short =]
46. Height : 173cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone ? : yeeps.
48: What do you like about yourself ? : Caring to girl.
49. Piercings : What is this. =.= ?
50. Tattoos : NEVER.
51. Righty or lefty : Righty.

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: 哮喘
53. First piercing: dont noe how to ans.
54. First best friend: Ming Bun
55. First sport you joined : Table Tennis.
56. First vacation : China
58. First pair of trainers: ><

RIGHT NOW :

59. thinking something more simpler than 1+1 = : I need to do my homework. T.T
60. Drinking : sky juice.
61. I'm about to : finish this n go bloggie =D
62. Listening to : Nothing-Neyo
63. Waiting to : VIC TO TEXT ME

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids ? : yeeps.
65. Get married? : Sure
66. Career : part of medical =]

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes : Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses : I WANT BOTH.
69. Shorter or taller : taller =)
70. Older or younger : childish-er.. haha
71. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms : fit in both XD
73. Sensitive or loud : Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant : trouble-maker

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger : NO.
77. Drank hard liquor : not so.
78. Lost glasses/contacts : I didn't wear glasses or contacts.
79. Sex on first date : nvr.
80. Broken someone's heart : I did. Sorry.
82. Been arrested : No
83. Turned someone down : Sorry.
84. Cried when someone died : too much.
85. Fallen for a friend ? : gua.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself : myself.
87. Miracles : SURE!
88. Love at first sight : Heard from oth b4.. but dun believe kia.
89. Heaven : Yes.
90. Santa Claus : whn i'm still young. gt arhs.
91. Kiss on the first date : Nope.
92. Angels : catch it ^^

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/ boyfriend at a time : no.
95. Did you sing today ? : I sing everytime when I am bathing.
96. Ever cheated on somebody's relationship ? : Never.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would go : since pri. and stop the moment
98. If you could pick a day from last year,what would it be ? : my birthday =D or graduate
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? : yep. it's too danger.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? : ana ana.. @.@

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YiXiang , Emily, noryn , Sophy, Mei Shyan

我快乐. 所以我微笑.

2010-01-11T05:43:00.000-08:00

开始能感觉到自己的生命..自己的生活.
或许这代表着..我喜欢上自己的生活了吧.
开始知道自己该如何继续走下去...
如何珍惜..
Wish to be shiny.
This year is my year..
Everything will be okay. =)

Party.

2010-01-02T07:38:00.000-08:00

我讨厌从被在乎..到陌生人的感觉. 若我们一切都没存在过. 或许我们还是像以前那样.. 或许... 陌生人. 这几天真的很开心.. 跟学舍..跟你们. 一切都是瞬间的快乐.. 可是也是难以忘记的回忆. 昨天去了炜琳家跟学会的朋友疯狂. 对不起..一个人呆在一边的自己.. 或许..只想让别人注意到. 原来...酒并不能让人快乐. 只是喜欢在醉与清醒的瞬间矛盾. 2010. 一个不同的自己.. 一个..自己想做的自己.. =)
高二文孝.

2009-12-25T01:51:00.000-08:00

假期快结束了..
大家都准备着开学的事情.
可是我还停留在假期的心情中..
Good luck.

爸爸把Ricky(My dog) 留在Taman Ehsan 的公园..
然后就狠心走了..
就那样留下了它.

这几天都一直跟哥哥在一起..
陪他跑步..运动..看戏.
家人都希望他能成熟..变好.
希望..一切都会向我们所想象的.

爸爸就像天使..
被光保护着.
就像踏上天国的阶梯..
离开我们.

Lake.

Ricky 第二天坐在门口..
我爸爸于是把它抱回家.

圣诞节快乐. =)

Run away from the world of reality.

2009-12-20T06:37:00.000-08:00

我真的很想一个人..逃出这一个世界.
不再面对这一切..不再令自己痛苦..

刚从营回来..
在那..我找回了快乐.
可以放下一切..让自己努力地让别人注意自己..
我喜欢这一切..
喜欢与他们共处的时间.
喜欢..不理会一切的放纵..不理会一切地疯狂.
把一切的烦恼都托付给他们..
至少..能不必理会外面所发生的事情.
我们不必在乎时间的流逝..
时间对我们来说..不再追逐它.
只是告诉自己珍惜每一刻..每一秒..
我珍惜你们.

虽然知道这一切只是逃避..
但我无从选择..
当事情发生得不像想象中般如意..
只想面对着自己.

回到家..
面对这一切..
希望一切都会有个总结.

我不喜欢这现实世界..
每个人的心中都存在着心机..
存在着计谋...
存在着比较..

Everything will be okay..
Right. ?

现在剩下的..
就只有想念了..
思念和不舍..
是快乐的代价..

Appreciate me.

2009-12-15T08:49:00.001-08:00

School event.

2009-12-14T09:35:00.000-08:00

Just back from 万人宴.
My choice of buying the ticket at the last minute is correct.
just as a support to my school. Chong Hwa.
Thanks.

I lost myself lately.
I need to find it back.
Wish everything will be okay.

Late night.

2009-12-11T09:16:00.000-08:00

以前的我..
喜欢问别人..自己是个怎样的人.
现在·. 不再需要了.
我已知道了.

只想努力些.
让在乎的人看见. 认同.

-Good luck-

lately.

2009-12-08T20:12:00.000-08:00

Quite happy these few days.
had a lot of time with primary classmate.
buy gathering bbq ingredient together, having a great gathering night with them.
They change a lot.
A memorable night for me.
Yesterday I jog with wei xin,qian wun and her cousin in FRIM.
It's feel good and I love to be in jungle. =)
And we went 21U for a movie. MULAN.
Her cousin back to langkawi and singapore today.
Wish u 2 good luck.
I felt tht I'm wasting my time sometime.
Spending the whole day for sitting in front of com.
I promised myself I want to be someone I want to be.
Good luck for the nexy dAY.

Bac from camp.

2009-11-30T00:10:00.000-08:00

Just bac from 5day 4night camp. =) The first day I been there, I feel very uncomfortable. The temple is surrounded by graveyard. We set up all the thing in the first day,work together and say hi to someone who are new.

I am really excited to the next day and wish to know who is gonna to be my child this time. Unfortunaly. My group were a SK team. A totally SK team.(super kids.) I scream. shout. scold. finally they follow what I order.I am really happy.We continue this relation for the next 2 day.

The last day. I felt very uncomfortable. My throat was broke. I can't shout and scream anymore. I don't know what will happened if I can't control them. But it wasn't. They control themself because know that I am sick.Thanks guys. =) and thanks to the 2 girl ask me why I sick.

Although we didn't get any reward. But we have these memories.Hey, must remember after you all grow.Thanks for giving me these memories.

谚晴
若拙
政毅
仰宏
尉琳
珮琦
慧心
毅恩
凯勤
泽楷
紫怡
讯函
凯源

Wish to see ur guys next year.
And yu hua.
Thanks for everything. =)

story.

2009-11-22T05:50:00.000-08:00

昨晚一直想东西.失眠.
今天一早就被我和姐姐妈妈叫醒.
因为她一直亏钱的股票终于给了我们一点红利.
那就是Federal Hotel d discount voucher. -.-

我们去到那后. 已经1.30了.
那任吃的只是到2点. -.-
结果我们用30分钟把所有食物都搬到桌上..
=)

妈妈说回了以前她被追的时候..
她说因为以前那个邻居驾motor追她.
而我爸爸驾BM追她.
所以就生出了我们. -.-
她说以前我爸爸做生意时很多很多人女生围着gap他. -.-
虽然有点不可相信可是我所有亲戚都那么说.
而且我爸爸以前真的很帅.
有照片证明.
haha.
我妈妈说她也不差. 有人放下千万生意就为了在车上gap她..
这个可是没有证明的.

她也说我爸爸以前是整条村男人的榜样.
勤劳. 年轻有为. 有钱. 帅. 孝顺. 好男人.
可是一切都会随环境. 随时间. 而变.
现在我的家庭却..

突然会觉得.
不管多么不幸运.
可是能回到家.就已是幸运的一天了.
以前的我不喜欢家..
不喜欢那感觉.
现在珍惜还来得及吧. ?

流星雨.

2009-11-17T07:18:00.000-08:00

自己点蜡烛.
自己许愿..
自己吹蜡烛.

听说..
等下有流星雨..
你会..看吗.?
或许是假的.
但我会试..
就把它..
与我的生日愿望.
一起实现吧.
=)

Thanks. =)

2009-11-17T04:42:00.000-08:00

谢谢那些祝福我的人. =)
哭过了不再伤心了..
Thanks 凯玲提找一天的祝福.
Thanks sophy，蕴怡 wishing me when 12.00am.
Thanks soon ching wishing me at 1.42am in the midnight.
Thanks 咏情, Julia，楔玲，胜来，玮霖，慧利 for wishing me happy birthday with sms. =)
Thanks 伊丽，余芳，奕翔，Julia，茗茵，素均，芷慧，奕霖在 msn 的生日快乐.
Thanks 傢祺被我提醒后的生日快乐.
Thanks Aaron 请我吃了一餐.
Thanks 茗茵原谅我了. =)
Thanks Catherine put my wishing on her pm. =)
she forgot my birthday. =)
or just not meaning for her..

Birthday.

2009-11-16T20:25:00.000-08:00

I am having a lot of fun lately..
I will upload those memories soon.
Today is my birthday. =)
but I didn't get any present. haha~
just trying to sleep and spend the wholeday without thinking anything...
Thanks those who wish me happy birthday...
But sorry.. I can't be happy.
Birthday..

I hate it.
I hate myself...
I am crying. =)
I think about her again..
Haha.
hey guys.
I'm sucks. =)
I even don't know what I did wrong.
Thanks for someone who trying to let me be good.
And sorry I just reply as a smile.

=)
哭着回复别人的生日快乐..
笑着告诉别人.谢谢.
=)

It was a good day.

2009-11-08T05:44:00.000-08:00

Just came back from drama camp volunteer training. =)
It's really tired..
I supposed go to bath but I slept on the way to bathroom.. -.-
We had martial art class and a lot of activities that will be organize in drama camp.
Theme of drama camp 2009 is "The west journey" 西游记.
So we sang a lot of themes song which make me feel like Chinese new year song..
And having a drama about a chapter of The west journey.
I am acting 比丘国(never heard before. -.-) with yu hua,soon ching and soon fa.
The story is saying a monster want to eat 1111 children's heart.
I am sure that I will be having a lot of fun in that camp. =)
AND..
I WILL MEET MY CHILDREN IN THE CAMP.

Just received wen hui message about tomorrow need to spread in school.
Tomorrow will be very tired.
But I'm excited on it.
Long time didn't spend my time with socierty..
So..Everyone good luck. =)

What should I do. ?

2009-11-06T06:52:00.000-08:00

My phone line having problem last few day,can't online and even a phone call.I need to bring my sis laptop and use it at club to do my stuff.Now repaired. =)

今天是各学会的招生环节.我拿着吉他跟炜林和舒乐到初二各班宣传.可是我一般都没表演~(星期一要被骂了..)

Many people are saying goodbye to chong hwa.
some are going to university.
who just finished their form 6.

Sophy are going to Taiwan to continue her study.
And kah yan are going to Australia..
Good luck to you all..

She sms me yesterday..
We just. be back friend.
I'm pretending to be good.
and being the one not the real.
I dun know what I want.
and what I should do..
just keep my feeling deeply in my heart..

Primary school. =)

2009-11-01T01:21:00.001-07:00

30/10
今天我起身后..
听到爸爸一直在骂... -.-
后来才知道原来他在骂狗..
他放了母狗后..
母狗自己跑去找公狗...
两只就连在一起了. -.-
而且还拔不出...
我们就不管它们上车了..
那只母狗很无奈地看着我. T.T
看得出她很后悔.. T.T
可是拔不出..

I went my primary school children's day.
They having a lot of fun.
I realized that those programme is really 百年不变.. -.-
But they all really having a lot of fun. =)
Just like me when I am still in primary..
but they excited only for waiting back to class.
Cause after back to class can eat many snack and play a lot of games.!!!

There have few cute girl dancing 'Low'.
I recorded some video clips but I can't upload nw. >.<
I will upload later.

This was my school. =)
I think they just having arround 1000 student.
The smallest primary in KL I think.
1 form having 4 class only.
because of less class and less student.
so all student having good relation with eash other. =)
I miss it.

We walked around our school. then went to computer lab.

not a lot of primary classmate coming back this time.
Maybe I am really old le.
Haha.~
I mean for those primary student.
Met jia wen and Eunice.

They changed a lot after study in secondary school.
I just realized that Eunice is my friend while I am leaning teakwondo in primary.
I can't figure her out from the first sight.
She become nicer. womanliness. and having a long hair.
Just like her sis.
But she dunno who I am le.
Haha.~

I chat a lot with yong xing.
And keep memorized back everything which in our primary.
memorized those building.
Those games.
And those friends.
I always fight with him before..
He changed a lot.
He become more 'muscles'.
He very fat before.
Now become soo strong..

We stay and playing in 6H.
The class I study the happest.

I was so damn scare my science teacher when I am in primary.
She very fierce and ..
just fierce. =)
she is from the right 2 in the photo.
She is the teacher who incharge of 6H now.
=)

回忆.

2009-10-31T23:34:00.000-07:00

不懂要怎么写..
突然很恐惧写部落格了.
因为我真的累积了太多回忆..
那..我要从哪里开始呢. ?
先写还记得日期的吧.

25/10
my sis graduation.
She dreassed prety and wear a graduation hat.
=)
My parent felt happy and feel released when saw it.

27/10
美娴约我和祖浩去times square.
只为了要借 hotspot. (因为答应过老师会完成.) >.<
原本真的不是很想去的..
可是因为祖浩..
一切都改变了吧.?~
祖浩是所有人梦寐以求要约他出去的人eh.~
我们就在那roller和吹水吧..
或许听到很简单可是却很开心.. =）
我们去sg.w 途中遇到一群'大学生'..
她们叫我们支持..
我们写了名和签了名后..
她们问我们要支持多少钱... -.-

29/10
I woke early in the morning that day.
I have my breakfast and have my haircut arround 11.
then I go han ting house and fetch by his driver to Times Square.
(I go times square for twice in a week.)
We waited arround half hour then met them all.
We have a lot of fun and released every pressure we had. =)
Yi jie and mei qian really sing well. >.<
Mei qian and Ying Yao met those who trying to to cheat me to support them with money d '大学生'. -.-
I can't save them..
Ying yao bought which worth RM0.50 d pencil with RM20..
I met sophy. =)
We watched the new movie which released that day.
'Poker King'~
It's is really funny and recommended.~
=)
Mei qian ignored me for an whole day..

2009-10-27T09:11:00.000-07:00

昨天不懂为什么..
看回你留给我的信息..
或许我不该怀着希望...
以为着..只要等你考试后.
一切都好了.
一个单纯的希望..

一切都变了..
我们之间许多的承诺..
一切...
都消失了.
或许你放下了.
时间冲淡了一切..
你能把我所有的思念..
都一起带走吗. ?

我答应我自己..
28th 吧..
过了后.
我会告诉自己放下..

我答应过你..
我会当回个花心的人..
=)

2009-10-25T21:01:00.000-07:00

A:她：“老公。帮我接杯水呗。”
他：“石头剪子布。谁输了谁去。”
她：“算了。我自己去吧。”

B:他们坐在一起看韩剧。她起身。他问“干吗去？”
她：“去接杯水。”
他：“你坐这看吧。我去给你接。”

女人多可怜。她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。

你可以什么都没有。只要你疼她。她就有足够

的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。
_________________________________________________________

A:他晚上下班。给她打电话“宝贝儿。我晚上和朋友出去吃饭。”
她：“你不是答应我陪我逛街的吗？”
他：“改天吧！”
她默默地流泪。为什么每次都是这样？

B:他下班的时候打电话给她:“亲爱的。

别人给我一张奥运会的票。巴西队啊！一会儿我去看球了啊。”
她：“哦。这样啊。好吧。”
他：“怎么不高兴了？”
她：“你忘了。上周说好今天我朋友和她男朋友请我俩吃饭啊。”
他：“哎呀。对不起亲爱的。我忘记了。那我把票给别人吧。我陪你去吃饭。”
她：“不要了。吃饭可以改天。或者你先去看。我们等你。”
他：“那不行。答应你的事情必须得做到。

再说你自己跟他俩在一起像电灯泡似的。你肯定不舒服啊”
她：“没事……”

没等她说完。他很强势的告诉她“好了。听我的。

你收拾一下。我一会儿去接你。”
其实女人不是不懂事。只是。她需要碰上一个懂事的男人。

其实。情侣之间。是可以互相的。
____________________________________________________________

A:他：“我晚上出去吃饭了啊。”
她：“几点回家？”
他：“九点之前肯定回家。”
九点半，她：“你怎么还不回来啊？”
他：“十点。肯定回家。”
十一点。十二点。一点。两点……
后来。她不再打电话催他。因为她知道。

对于不守承诺的男人。一切“肯定”都是“未必”。

B:他：“我晚上出去吃饭。九点之前肯定结束。然后我俩去看电影。”
她：“你能那么快就结束吗？”
他：“放心吧。我答应你了就一定能！”
快到九点的时候。他：“收拾一下吧。我马上就到你家了”

信任。是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。
_______________________________________________________________

A:她生理期。身体不舒服。顶着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。
他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏。
她干完活。躺在床上。长出了一口气。
他看了她一眼：“宝贝儿。辛苦了！”

然后转过头。继续玩他的游戏。

B:她生理期。很难受。起身准备洗衣服。
他拽住她：“你去床上躺着。我来！”
她：“你会做家务吗？你自己洗过衣服吗？”
他：“不会做可以学着做啊。

以后你身体不舒服的时候。我当然得独挡一面！”

女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语。哄她几句。她也许会给你一个微笑。

但是实实在在的呵护。她会对你一辈子的感恩。

并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。
___________________________________________________________________

A:她给他拿了一包榛子。然后她去洗衣服。
回来的时候。榛子已经被他吃得所剩无几。

B:她拿给他一包榛子。然后自己去收拾屋子。
回来的时候。她看见电脑前面放了一堆剥好的榛子仁。

女人很感性。她炫耀你对她的体贴。就好像炫耀克拉钻一样。

这么廉价的买卖。用一点心思就能收获无比的财富。
__________________________________________________________________

A:他说：“你是最好的。”
她问：“我哪好？”
他：“学历高。能力强。长得漂亮。对我又这么好。”
她笑了。

B:他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩儿。”
她：“我哪好？”
他：“你对身边的每个人都很友善。很无私。对人对生活总是很感恩。

一个人有一颗善良的心。会让周围的人感觉到温暖。

你是我见过最善良的女孩儿。伤害你的人都应该下地狱！”
她哭了。

一个人。是因为你对他好。所以觉得你好。
一个人。是因为懂得你的好。所以想要对你好。
幸福的恋人。首先应该是一对彼此欣赏的知己。

假期,

2009-10-25T05:39:00.000-07:00

考试结束了..
可是..一点都不轻松. -.-
学校放了我们两个礼拜的假期.
假期对我来说..
只是一段很痛苦的时间.
真的不懂要做什么好..
我想介绍''绝代商骄''~
=)
真的蛮不错的.
而且也蛮激励的吧.?
那..
晚安.

感觉上好像很勉强地挤出了几句. =)
I had my meeting in wed.
I sat on her opposite..
My sight..
Can't leave her eyes..

I wish to be someone I want.

2009-10-17T07:37:00.000-07:00

Happy. =)
Today I went to tropicanal and have my movie. 'cloudy with a chance of meatball.'
With vincent.
He get free ticket from '小星星'. -.-
The movie quite funny.
After that we take taxi back to my house for get the sport equipment.
I found that really very expensive when take taxi from damansara.
And those taxi driver are so talkative.~
Having a good day with him.
And having my wonderful dinner with my family in western restaurant.
=)
I had a wonderful day.
Suddenly feel wan to skate.

Tomolo I will change my guitar strings and pratice hard.
I wish to be someone I want.

No direction.

2009-10-14T08:13:00.000-07:00

I say that I want to try my best in my exam.
But I get a bad result.
Tomolo is last day.
But I dunno what should I do.
Should I sleep or read.
I dunno what I wan now.
I wan to go out tomolo..

A special experience. =)

2009-09-27T07:21:00.000-07:00

星期六要present 电脑project.
星期五上完吉他课后就赶到贻尊家通宵做html project le.
那天与ah meng.yi zun 做到晚上4.30.
真的很累.
当时还好.
可是当星期六到学校上课时..
真的快崩溃了.
由于第一节是班主任的节.
也拼命地挨过了.
过后便连同下课睡了五节..
-.-
而且昨天通宵的成绩..
今天早上因为pendrive有virus的关系..
我们deleted virus d 同时连同project也一起删除了.
-.-
当时真的快..*
幸亏在贻尊电脑那有留着一个副本.
My BM get full mark. =)

今天妈妈很早便上云顶看演唱会了.
只剩下我和爸爸..
我过了一个很轻松的星期天. =)
这星期天真的能让我休息.~
刚从附近这区的中秋晚会回家~
由于是妈妈走前一直叮咛我们要去的.
而我也想到那看看. =)
其实也蛮多人的.
大多数人都是为了看王洁冰才去的. -.-
也在那遇到了慧璇.
这就是我的今天.
=)

-A New Week Plan-

Monday - Finish all the drawing homework at qi rong house with mei shyan.
Tuesday - Have my day in gym and swimming.
Wednesday- I must pratice my guitar and dun let my guitar keep worsing.
Thursday - Having drawing exam today. -.-
Friday - Have my guitar class.
Saturday - Moon festival and maybe will spent my night with hui xuan after with family.
Sunday - Going to buy my beg with my sis.

谢谢. =)

2009-09-22T07:54:00.000-07:00

18/9/09 雨天

今天是放假的第一天.
心里不断地期待着翰廷家的派对~
于是在心里不断地安排着一切.
当学吉他时也不断地期待.
但却因为下雨的关系..
让原本就迟到的我更迟到了.

当天的派对真的很开心.
有着不一样的回忆.~
当晚也是我第一次喝酒.
原本只想让自己不再静静地躲在一旁..一起参入大家.而喝酒.
我就是那么的害羞..
可是看着大家都喝了.
就一直喝下去.
喝了5罐..
可是幸亏我还控制得自己.
照顾别人.
幼稚的我正在为这而感到骄傲哦.~
也谢谢大家的合作.
晚上呢..
我被翰廷的妹妹咬. ==
五天了还看到牙印.
则因为醉意开始慢慢散了..
而与美娴谈天到两点.
谢谢你们的一切.
=)

19/9/09 晴天

其实整夜都没睡好..
被奕壮吵醒..
结果那整天都撑着疲惫的身体..
我们一起到美倩家载伊捷.
一起吃点心.. =)
过后我们到翰廷家玩 killer. -.-
hahax.~
听起来幼稚的游戏可是当大家不顾一切都去玩时.
真的很开心吧.?~
在这段时间我们还到了Kepong Jusco 和 1 Utama.
可是两个加起来的时间却不过20minit.
Jusco 是因为没戏看.
1 Utama 却因为没有 parking.
我们只好载伊捷回.
伊捷真的很危险..
当一个没有牌的新手上山时. 她还要去玩车的GEAR. -.-
我连女生的手都没牵过..
我还不想那么早*.
今天真的很开心.
过后我去补习了.
我遇见了她.
昨天的晚上我曾告诉过娴我很害怕每一个星期六.
=).

21/09/09 晴天

今天. ==
我订了九点和翰廷跟他的表弟打网球.
慢慢地. 就看见他还是驾着那辆Avanza来.
今天真的很累.
一开始.
我们打了两个小时的网球.
过后我们便打了半个小时的羽球.
过后帮他的车打油和吃早餐后.
我们又到他家的club打了一个小时的羽球和两个小时的tennis.
有一次我打tennis时不小心打到下去.
球飞到大路的一辆车.
结果那辆车很生气的停了下来.
而下车的是一位18++ 的女生.
结果翰廷的表弟叫她Auntie 和叫她捡球. -.-
结果那女生很不爽和拽地说:"Excuse me,我不是 Auntie ok.?!"
哈哈.~
过后我和他表弟到另一边打篮球.
今天的太阳真的很猛..
过后我们要进回那club时Guard突然变聪明而不给我们进了.
结果我们转一个圈后..我跟他表弟躲在窄小的车厢里. ==
哈哈.~
结果我们游了两个小时的泳~
过后因为我晚上要送机.
就早点回了.
今天真的很累.
吃完饭后我赶着去见他们.
然后一起坐车到遥远的KLIA.
一个小时之久. ==
全部都是义工认识的.
我们到那后看见她许多的亲戚朋友.
可爱&开朗的嘉慧要到古巴读书了.
=)
Wish you good luck always.
当她过重重的检查关时.
我们还不断地跑跑怕拍隧道的玻璃.
哈哈.~
可是只有义工的我们.
那时却见不到嘉敏..
她到一旁因不舍而哭了..
其实..
你最不舍的姐姐留给你最后的画面是要你加油.
=)
对不起.
我不会安慰哭泣的你..
过后又麻烦我朋友载我回家.
当时已是12.30++ 了..
也谢谢妈妈等我这没带锁匙的门.

22/9/09 晴天

今天睡到很迟..
真的很累..
而且身体不懂为什么.
整身都很硬..
可能是因为昨天做了9小时的运动吧..
而且我也被晒成两种颜色了..

今天晚上我要帮表哥践行.
他要到英国读书了.
突然感觉很多人离开我了.
哈哈.~
那时我遇到了刚从英国回来的表哥..
他让我知道..
我浪费太多时间在伤心.
在转牛角尖了..
=)
我懂该做些什么了.
我要向他般..
拥有着信心..帅气的个性.
而且也很成功.
And I wan to have a pretty girl friend like him.
Hahax.~

Thanks for everyone who help me and wishing me to happy.
And thanks those who accompany me always.
All... Night.

我的一切.

2009-09-17T07:09:00.000-07:00

我的人生..
或许是每个人都想过的生活.
家里拥有着父亲努力后的资产..
应该算是过着幸福富裕的生活吧.
拥有着自己的兴趣.
喜欢玩各种乐器.
而家庭的环境..
让我拥有着机会..
完成自己的梦想.
不开心时.
能以音乐抒发.
我家对面拥有着一间俱乐部.
我能在那做自己喜欢的运动.
把不开心的都在水里度过.
或让它随汗留下.
可是..
我觉得我是一个失败的人.
我的家庭.
我的爱情.
别人一直引以为傲的情.
我一直很渴望拥有的情.
我都失去了.
我有过让我开心.
让我无法忘记的爱情.
可是..
已没有让我再次拥有的机会.
我的家庭每个都有自己的故事.
自己的秘密.
他们所有的秘密仿佛都锁在我心中.
我必须对每一个人隐瞒.
我必须对每一个撒谎.
我必须对每一个都装作不知道.
我真的. 对每一个人都没信心了.
我不知在每个人的心中在想着什么..
我真的很辛苦.
我真的很难受..
我可以离开这生活吗. ?
Thanks for all my friend who tried to care me.

I miss you.

2009-09-13T08:00:00.001-07:00

以前的这时候..
你会教我如何面对..
可是现在..
我一没办法一个人面对一切了..
我真的觉得很无助..

I miss you so much.
Can u please..
Stay with me.. ?
please..

爱得太深.

2009-09-12T07:56:00.000-07:00

若爱得太深..
受伤害的. 反而是自己.
以前我一直等待着爱情.
因为我相信爱情..
存在着我的一切.
一切所做的.
都希望以后能有个很好的爱情.
听起来..
很像一个发梦的小妹妹愿望吧.?
哈哈..
或许..
它是在告诉着我.
爱情并不是我想的那样.
只不过它选择了伤害我的方式..
我不会再期望..

I met her today.
I will meet her every saturday..
with an excuse of tuition.
I saw her.
She cut her hair last week.
but I juz can memories it with a short moment with being a passer-by.
I think she didn't saw me.
I keep hiding myself.
I dunno how if I meet her.
What my face have to act be.
I hate to feel of stanger between us.
I wish to know ur everything.
I wish to know..

若什么事情都没发生过..
那有多好.
我们还是好朋友.
若你知道我跟你是同一间补习中心.
你会多开心.
当你见到我时..
大大声地呼叫我的名字.
开心地笑着..
我怀念那..
I miss it.

累.

2009-09-06T08:02:00.000-07:00

刚从义工那回来.
小孩子都变得坏蛋了. ==
尤其是石岩立.
他们说我溺爱他了. ==
我喜欢与他们在一起的时间.
至少. 我不会在那伤心.
他们是我最信任的朋友.
可是真的很累.
剩下的.
就只有那少少的两个月了.
如果有机会的话.
我明年再参与.~
也谢谢嘉敏.
谢谢你. =)
Thanks for making me happy.
听到你要考试了.
一直为考试而担心.
以前..
也有人曾向我抱怨过.
可是以后都不会了.
祝你.. 考试加油.

原本晚上有去tourisim centre 那看雁凌的吉他表演的.
因为她第一次表演. 就像到那看看.
可是我在义工的检讨会议时.
她老师打给我说他要去了. ==
结果就因没人载所以就没去了.
也解决了爸爸之前一直埋怨没跟他去吃晚餐的问题.
很累..

今天我没那么想你了.
But everytime I view ur friendlist.
juz..
gt some bad feeling ba.
I wish to do what I had promise u.
but.
I just can leave it in my heart.

距离.

2009-09-05T02:58:00.000-07:00

She cut her hair.
I wish for a longer look.
but I just can.
stay with a distance.
and just a short moment.
I appreciate the moment.