2010年2月26日星期五

I can't.


Let's start my story.
Quite surprise to see that almost all my classmate in 2009 4aXin were attending our Gathering.
They look awesome.
So do my form teacher. Li qing. =)
She just like a children.
Wearing a green shirt and long trousers..
Runing all the way with us. Crazy and take photo with us..
Hey..
I got to tell you.
I really happy that I met you in my school life.
Maybe I should say you give me something just like..hope. ?
Thanks teacher..

After that we have our kite at Desa Park City.
Just beside the lake.
Have our view but we can't fly the kite up as other people did.
but we have our memory and laugh that other people didn't have it.
Thanks guys.
but at last god reply our wish with a rain..
Maybe he ask us to give up.
We back to yu han home.
By the way. I should say that I hate LEE WEN QI.
I asked her to keep my phone but she left it on the ground.
Then the heavy rain just trying to feed it with water.
but my phone treat me as well as he could.
he try to be like normal and duty for me.
Thanks samsung.

Tonight..
I had my party at sze hwei house.
and I am using han ting computer and stay a night in his house.
Seriously. I really appreciate the moment when we chatting and bbq-ing.
for those I just not really like.
But they gave me a lot of what I can't be expect..
Sorry for what I thinking to you guys.

She dislike me for 4 years.
don't know why..
I can't even say a bye to her when I watching her go into the gate.
I tried to get your attention.
but I can't.
just as a friend.
like before.
li j.

2010年2月25日星期四

I wanted you.




Erm..
要说些什么呢..
今天的心情. ? 或许没有特别的开心..也没有悲伤.
更别说找到彩虹了.
看了两套新加坡戏. '881' 和 '幸福万岁’
两套戏都有着它的意义..它的感触..
尤其是'881'.
它让我发现..原来有些福建歌也蛮好听的.
=)

最近的自己..不再想在下课时留在班上...
只要一到下课. 我的班就会被幸福笼罩着..

钟声响了..
女生便小心翼翼地从纸袋里.
拿出准备好了的便当.
旁边放着两双餐具..
她偷笑了.
因为期待着他的到来...他的表情. 他的外衣.
羡慕吧.?
或许...

明天12.00高一文信Gathering.
晚上思惠派对.
一切会变得更好.. =)

没有目标的日子.
我爱上李心洁. 梁咏琪. 蔡淳佳了.
=)

2010年2月21日星期日

Happy CNY. =)

Well. Today is the last day of Chinese New Year. Trying to think back how I past my 2010 Chinese New Year. The first day of CNY my sister back and celebrate with us. The night of the day we Went Genting for a night view. =) Have my hot coffee in a cold weather.
The 3rd day of Chinese New Year I had my first Neway experience with my parent. Sing old song with them. == Then we went FGS temple.

skip


Then I start my busy journey.
Bunny invite me to his party and met some new friend there.
Vivian,Cheryl,Jia Hui,Crystal Yeoh,Kimberly,Ming bun,You Jie,Hao Yuan,varely and Ting Fung~



Have a lot of fun with them =)

After a night in Bunny house,I went to 1U to meet Chai Huan.

After that,I rush to Times Square to meet my 4axin Classmate. =)

Have my 4aXin gathering at Yong xiang house.
A steamboat party.
Thanks guys. =)


After a Night at his house.We went to a restorant nearby to have our breakfast.
Then we called michelle to join us in Wangsa Walk.
Have our boling game there.~

skip

The last busy day.
Have my 6H gathering in Villa angsana. =)
At Night I have my last party at hee kern house.
Thanks you guys for giving me all the moment. =)


.有成.

2010年2月13日星期六

情人节.




情人节了..

我还是一个人地度过.
看见别人甜蜜的心酸..还是没有改变过.
可是在上一年. 或许拥有了很多东西.
拥有了初恋.
虽然只是23天..
但至少拥有过吧.
我喜欢上了一个人.
但刚被她拒绝了.
我还想成为她的天使..
成为一个可以让她寄托的人. v

新年快乐.. 情人节快乐..

New Year.

新的一年.
今天我拥有了真正的团圆饭..
七年了.
姐姐今天在我家过夜..

明天就是年初一..
仿佛在告诉着我们.
事件正在不断地流逝.
回想起去年的新年..
一年了..
一年...就这么过去了.

她告诉我..
我不会让她爱上我的..

希望你..别逃避我.
Now I realized.
For All the girl I care..
I am just someone who keep playing people feeling.

2010年2月12日星期五

我没有你们想像中的那么坚强.




删除了昨天那篇..
或许在不同的心情.
有着不同的体会..
昨天当我听到时...
或许真的很伤心吧.
但现在想起.
我只是一个在等待别人怜惜的人.

不是答应过会证明给她看吗. ?
我真的很恨你..
不管那后果是如何.
你会厌倦我.
但我真的控制不到..
我恨你..
我恨以前自以为是一切的我..
只是一部分.


一切都过去了.
也放下了.
别再形成别人的负担..
就算真的多么的痛.
也别让别人看见.. 别让别人听见..

过年了.
新年快乐..

2010年2月8日星期一

原来被在乎的..拥有的不只是我. 天真.




因为我太傻.


内部观摩结束了. 对我们而言..或许只是一个轻松的表演. 一个不同的体验. 不用害怕别人的眼光..
我们有着不同的感觉.我给你们打95分. =)
之前一直告诉自己已经很久没更新了. 想把新春的事情都搬上来,但或许还存在那回忆..不过那种喜悦和感觉已渐渐淡下.
生活过得很充实..但发觉. 充实但没有结果. 有着过程的享受.. 但没有了结果的喜悦.或许开始慢慢怀念以前的感觉.

被在乎的感觉.

新的星期..好好地睡好一觉. 把每一天.. 都过好.
祝福自己..希望.

我会让你爱上我. v.